THE ONE THAT GOT AWAY...WEEE...

The following are signs that you are suffering from a severe case of withdrawal symptoms because you mightta missed out on possible 'love' but it sadly was not meant to be..Caution this piece may be very sad bordering pathetic if you wana be harsh.

1. Listening to his or her favorite music
2.Online stalking
3.Accidentally bumping into him or her
4.Eliminating any percieved competition...actual or imagined

Let us go through them systematically..
Listening to a track he or she  likes...You know you got it bad..really bad.There are moments when all you wanna do is put on your headphones,close your eyes and picture them in your mind..It is a severe case of withdrawal when you suddenly change your taste in music just coz...sad but not too sad,if this symptom stays in the confines of your i pod,go ahead.If this is all you do to have a sense of brief sanity and connection to him or her,its ayt,sad but ayt.This may last a few weeks and bound to fizzle out and may be eliminated with a few minutes of a song you know you like.
Tech has made us all stalkers and snoopers.From facebook to chat rooms to VOIP.You know you got symptom number two when everysingle time out of the 1000 times you log in,you check out their profile,pics,updates,conversations. Double Sad how you keep holding yourself back from retweeting or commenting...harder when you send a relatively long message about how its been a minute only to get a reply days later saying "how are you?sorry for the late reply?"
I think I'll just throw a disclaimer at this point,,you're probably thinking Im coming from an experience point of view,,,well,im not admitting to this but these things happen.
Swiftly moving on,third symptom.The calculated locomotion.You are a strong,enduring and resillient researcher.Sadly,you are suffering a severe case of misguided focus.You put your time and energy into finding out his or her schedule just to bump into them 'accidentally'.You can pull this off a couple of times,making sure you look your best with every encounter.Pointers that you've lost him or her,you get a hi or a hello and his/shez gone,a brief conversation about how he/she didn't see you in class today(don't forget you make a point of selecting the same classes),how work sucks and he doesn't get how you do it (there's so much more you'd do if he/she let you),,Oh well,since you're slowly going down the road of denial,replaying all these encounters and convincing yourself there's something,...the only remedy...quarantine..keep a safe distance and avoid further contamination,be it their killer smile,contagious laughter..(notice how this is bad for you)..
Lastly,the one symptom that shows you are at the final stages of withdrawal from 'love'..The green eyed monster.The manifestations of this symptom are gradual.It starts with simple statements on a possible competitor..(remember,this may be actual or imagined).This is followed by psychological stress,thoughts of possibly never being with him or her weigh on you,happiness evades you, anger takes its place...enter the rebound cycle just to numb it all.Notice how this only hurts you,'your love interest' now looks like the source of your pain.This can only be alleviated and eventually cured if one realizes that being a vile pathetic hater is only gonna make you less attractive and miss out on the 'one'.....Like a friend of mine once updated..heheheeee..Im not looking for the perfect one just the right one..
ok...so you're gonna pull through,pull the covers of sanity over yourself,check your temperature with a  mental thermometer of poise and most of all carry around the true word of acceptance,..chew the bitter herbs,swallow the bitter pill,bite the bullet....
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